Sigh No More

    I would rather not think of the end of something this good but its bound to happen, so i figure might as well think of how my life will be when this ends.
    I have 5 steps. the first is that this wont end well it will end with a simple break up but a fight with mean words via text.
    Second step is i will sit around my house for 2 days being very upset. and i will think my life is the worst thing ever. and think of all the good things we had
    The third step is every single thing will make me think of you and i will be abnormally sad at random points throughout the day for roughly a month or so.
    The fourth step is that i will bottle it up and pretend that it doesn't but me at all. but in due time i'll just go off and tell someone everything I'm thinking.
    The fifth and final step is hopefully mending the friendship that we used to have.

    i really would rather none of this happen any time soon but i just have a feeling this is exactly what will happen because i know my self and i know you.