Daylight.

while sitting at starbucks i read the back of my cup

ha its funny to think that starbucks has become 

the best place to recieve insight

wait not even starbucks just their cups

oh well i love the place regardless

it makes me rather happy

not going to lie

maybe thats why i go there so much

this along with the quote i posted earlier are my new modos

i need to be a happier person

oh and p.s i totally discovered groove shark yesterday

i mean why does pandora even exist?

groove shark is a million times better 

although pandora has a better name 

regardless groove shark rocks

oh heard someone use the term irregarless today

i was like waaaaaaaatttttt

retard

some people need hobbies

c'est la vie i guess

little lion man

i saw this quote and thought hey thats not too shabby
so i wrote it down
but due to my boredom i wrote it with an excess amount of effort
hmm oh well i thought it applied

Notes...

well when i get bored i write and draw random things

i know i need a hobby

oh well 

i took haden's not and made it into a dream catcher just out of boredom

so i could play with it

ha i wonder if he ever gets sick of my random notes?

work day 2

i showed up to work today 

for the second time in a row

i am proud of myself :)

event hough i did all my work yesterday

now i'm just sitting at my desk with a pile of papers 

looking like i'm doing work :)

i thought i was sneaky

now all i need is my ipod 

then this would be bliss

sparks fly

if you havent realized by now the majority of my blog titles are the songs that i believe go along with the posts. haha i thought i was creative. well any who.

my weekend was perfect thanks to lex, haden, and a select few others

i spend friday with haden thanks to the lovely rain canceling the game

remind me to write a thank you letter to zeus later.

then saturday we had preference

and sunday i was with haden again

while still accomplishing some other tasks

i am however not excited for this week

because monday and tuesday haden has games 

wednesday i have tons of test to take at the college

thursday may be a good day

friday will be bad as well as saturday 

i will be bored :/

sunday as usual is a day that saves my bad week

we are going up to a pond and taking pictures with lex

i am rather excited

idk why

i think its just because i like being with him

my mother is certain that relationships are over rated and that 

no matter what they'll never last 

oh well even if this doesn't last forever i will enjoy the remainder of this relationship

i truly think i am the luckiest girl ever

one of the funniest days ever

thanks to my date haden :)

ha once again we got told we looked alike

i felt weird because thats like the 399th person

but then i also got told we made a cute couple 

i agree with that one 100% 

but still we dont look alike

thats creepy

mmmmmmm :)

my boredom results with me on youtube :)
and indie music :)

my productivity level goes down when i'm at work.

hence how i ended up on my blog

my job is BORING

i sit here

answer a phone when it rings

listen to weird gossip

get hungry 

eat chocolate

file some papers

then end up on facebook

hmmmmm

i feel as if everything in life should be free

i would be about 10 times happier

or i wish my work was like the office

one of the two is all i ask

kkthnx

stolen :)

i've decided i am content.

well.... better then content

we'll say perfect because

i love my life as of right now

and all thanks to one person

Haden

he truly is the greatest person ever 

so i decided to take him to preference 

we didn't really stay with the group

but i didn't care

because i just like being with him

he's great

:)

i started out my day very frustrated

but as usual he made me happy

oh his life is tough

dealing with me and my craziness all day

but he is a champ about it all

and day in day out he makes me smile

Hands Down

as of late i have had a few adventures with lex and kryston

while sunshine is busy i fill my time with these two classy people.

well i felt pretty, which doesnt happen that often so i took a picture :)

we started our day at mc donalds to get some smoothies

hmm they are rather delicious.

we all look insane we decided

we were listening to the song friday

so obviously we were in a lovely mood

at 25 main.

i will own this place one day

awww yeah

kryston wanted my skinny jeans so she tackled me

physically toke them from me

and then i proceeded to chase her around her house

then i talked to her kindly until she returned them

it was awkward

mmmmmpotassium

Sigh No More

    I would rather not think of the end of something this good but its bound to happen, so i figure might as well think of how my life will be when this ends.
    I have 5 steps. the first is that this wont end well it will end with a simple break up but a fight with mean words via text.
    Second step is i will sit around my house for 2 days being very upset. and i will think my life is the worst thing ever. and think of all the good things we had
    The third step is every single thing will make me think of you and i will be abnormally sad at random points throughout the day for roughly a month or so.
    The fourth step is that i will bottle it up and pretend that it doesn't but me at all. but in due time i'll just go off and tell someone everything I'm thinking.
    The fifth and final step is hopefully mending the friendship that we used to have.

    i really would rather none of this happen any time soon but i just have a feeling this is exactly what will happen because i know my self and i know you.

today was a good day

     Today i was woken up at six to deal with drama with my brother, he was in California for a rehab program but he decided to leave. My uncle Jay put him on a bus so i had to go pick him up. i was told that he would be dropped off at the bus stop at roughly 9:00 so i got there about 8:30 and waited.... then waited some more, 9:15 rolled around. so i went to get some tea. 11:30 decided to show up and after 2 hours he finally pulls in and then i took him to get some food at mcdonalds, talked to him about the past few weeks and then handed him all the money in my wallet and he hugged me and walked away. i'll probably see him soon. wether it be in a jail or not.
    Now onto the good part of the day. i decided since i was in town i would go shopping to make me feel better so i went to target to get some new clothes and waited for lex the we went to old navy in search of t-shirts so she could make me a sick toms logo she designed in the end neither of us got a t-shirt but we both spent like 30 dollars on some random t-shirts we found in the little boys section. ha its batman and the boston red sock. we are cool.
     Then i ventured over to Haden's house where i attempted to complete my planner. while he made random cat pictures. in the end he posted offensive pictures on my facebook wall and he completed my planner. not sure what all happened the rest of the day but i do know that i liked it, and i tried an abnormally delicious drink, and got elbowed in the nose. i love random days just sitting there with him. its fun.