F you

Screw school
Pk is a bitch
And this last week is pointless
I am done

Zions

I spent my Saturday with my favorite person in the world in the prettiest place.
Hiking in zion with haden
Even though the day had its ups
And downs
It was amazing
Gosh I loved it

dear future husband

um yes. i'm writing a letter to my future husband.

whomever he will be. one day he can read these. and laugh.

ha. anyway. . .continuing on. . . .

  

dear my little hubby:

let's cut to the chase. when we get married. we cannot have white walls. they will be painted. ok? no white. that's boring. and unexciting. and plain. sorry.

oh and i'm going to africa. summer 2012. so you'll have to wait till after to marry me. sorry. but i have to help the poor starving african children first. {not that i'm planning on getting married in 2 years. i plan on waiting longer than that. but just saying}

oh. i hope you are working on your cooking skills. mine are basically non-existent. ok, not true. i can bake cookies and cakes. and pasta. and breakfast. however, i seem to always drop the pies on the floor and over cook the broccoli {seriously, who overcooks broccoli?} for your safety and health, i would recommend knowing how to cook a little. . . .{plus, it's a bonus for me. ha.}

i may not have the best fashion sense. and my outfits may not always match. so i don't really care if your's do. just as long as you do not wear sandals and socks. deal? deal.

if i have a great idea to sew a dress or paint or build something...i have to do it right then...otherwise the inspiration goes away. so if it happens to be in the middle of the night...well...i'm just apologizing now.

if i'm in the middle of reading a book. i do not like talking. especially if it's at like the best part. call me a nerd, but that's just how it is. don't get me wrong, i love to talk. just not during a book. ok honey? i mean homey. ha.

sometimes, well mostly all the time, i laugh. a lot. we should laugh together. ok? ok. oh, and we're going to take lots of pictures.

and at our wedding we're serving cheesecake and italian cream sodas. yummmmm.

lots of love...

my top eight places i want to visit :)

Château de Chillon, Switzerland

Ulun Danu Temple, Bali

Oahu, Hawaii

Maldives

Paris

Oia, Santorini

Cala Dogana, Levanzo, Sicily

Venice

You may not be her first, her last, or her only.
                             She loved before she may love again.
                      But if she loves you now, what else matters?                                She's not perfect, you aren't either,
                and the two of you may never be perfect together
        but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice,                 and admit to being human and making mistakes,
                   hold onto her and give her the most you can.
                           She may not be thinking about you          every second of the day, but she will give you a part of
                       her that she knows you can break her heart.
                  So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze  
                           and don't expect more than she can give.
                             Smile when she maked you happy,
                    let her know when she makes you mad,
                        and miss her when she's not there.                                                                      -Bob Marley. 

delight

this is my dream

i love cupcakes

i will own a store 

one day :)

cupcakes just make everyone so happy

wagon wheel

i realized i have alot of things i want to accomplish

if i could remember them all i would write them

but i cant. i need to start a list of some sort

i have some rather good ideas

i need to pursue them

i also need to plan out some of what I'm doing

with my life because frankly....

well i haven't even thought about a single thing

shoot

oh well i need to figure out what I'm doing

where I'm going to school

where I'm going to live 

but i cant decide

i hate utah but if i live here my parents will

give me a ton of things

hmmmm. dilemmas

i need to see more of my friends

i miss them all

i am such a loner its sad

this  year might be the last time i can see them

that'll be on my list

LIST

1. figure my shit out

2. be social

3. build a large blanket fort

4. 

thats all i got so far

Haden

i'm in love with what we are
not what we are supposed to be
i love you more than anything else in the world
you mean so much to me and i never want to loose you
its bound to happened but until it does
lets make the best of what we have
because i love you
actually i also love everything about you
you are perfect
if we make it through this summer than i will be very happy
i think we will because you always find a way to make things work

california girls

as i was going through my mass amounts of pictures i found these few gems :)
i love all my friends from the past they are so great....though i dont know why i have a picture of michael.....oh well
this is why i love pictures they remind me of things
i am so forgetful

40 day dream

my lack of posting really is due to my lack of pictures :/ 

my camera needs to be fixed...now

well that probably wont happen for a while

so don't expect too much out of me

but i have mostly spend the past few days

traveling, hanging out with haden, and in school

gee i wish my world was more exciting

oh well i have a puppy named bella

a boyfriend named haden, that i love

and a great friend named lex

i'm content

it will get better. any who i found a picture that reminded me of all of those people

i know strange right?

well it reminds me of lex because it is our dream to own a polaroid camera

oh what i would do for one

and it reminds me of haden because i love pictures with him

i think we are rather adorable

and it reminds me of bella because i have alot of pictures of her hanging on a string like this on my fridge :)

Daylight.

while sitting at starbucks i read the back of my cup

ha its funny to think that starbucks has become 

the best place to recieve insight

wait not even starbucks just their cups

oh well i love the place regardless

it makes me rather happy

not going to lie

maybe thats why i go there so much

this along with the quote i posted earlier are my new modos

i need to be a happier person

oh and p.s i totally discovered groove shark yesterday

i mean why does pandora even exist?

groove shark is a million times better 

although pandora has a better name 

regardless groove shark rocks

oh heard someone use the term irregarless today

i was like waaaaaaaatttttt

retard

some people need hobbies

c'est la vie i guess

little lion man

i saw this quote and thought hey thats not too shabby
so i wrote it down
but due to my boredom i wrote it with an excess amount of effort
hmm oh well i thought it applied

Notes...

well when i get bored i write and draw random things

i know i need a hobby

oh well 

i took haden's not and made it into a dream catcher just out of boredom

so i could play with it

ha i wonder if he ever gets sick of my random notes?

work day 2

i showed up to work today 

for the second time in a row

i am proud of myself :)

event hough i did all my work yesterday

now i'm just sitting at my desk with a pile of papers 

looking like i'm doing work :)

i thought i was sneaky

now all i need is my ipod 

then this would be bliss

sparks fly

if you havent realized by now the majority of my blog titles are the songs that i believe go along with the posts. haha i thought i was creative. well any who.

my weekend was perfect thanks to lex, haden, and a select few others

i spend friday with haden thanks to the lovely rain canceling the game

remind me to write a thank you letter to zeus later.

then saturday we had preference

and sunday i was with haden again

while still accomplishing some other tasks

i am however not excited for this week

because monday and tuesday haden has games 

wednesday i have tons of test to take at the college

thursday may be a good day

friday will be bad as well as saturday 

i will be bored :/

sunday as usual is a day that saves my bad week

we are going up to a pond and taking pictures with lex

i am rather excited

idk why

i think its just because i like being with him

my mother is certain that relationships are over rated and that 

no matter what they'll never last 

oh well even if this doesn't last forever i will enjoy the remainder of this relationship

i truly think i am the luckiest girl ever

one of the funniest days ever

thanks to my date haden :)

ha once again we got told we looked alike

i felt weird because thats like the 399th person

but then i also got told we made a cute couple 

i agree with that one 100% 

but still we dont look alike

thats creepy

mmmmmmm :)

my boredom results with me on youtube :)
and indie music :)

my productivity level goes down when i'm at work.

hence how i ended up on my blog

my job is BORING

i sit here

answer a phone when it rings

listen to weird gossip

get hungry 

eat chocolate

file some papers

then end up on facebook

hmmmmm

i feel as if everything in life should be free

i would be about 10 times happier

or i wish my work was like the office

one of the two is all i ask

kkthnx

stolen :)

i've decided i am content.

well.... better then content

we'll say perfect because

i love my life as of right now

and all thanks to one person

Haden

he truly is the greatest person ever 

so i decided to take him to preference 

we didn't really stay with the group

but i didn't care

because i just like being with him

he's great

:)

i started out my day very frustrated

but as usual he made me happy

oh his life is tough

dealing with me and my craziness all day

but he is a champ about it all

and day in day out he makes me smile

Hands Down

as of late i have had a few adventures with lex and kryston

while sunshine is busy i fill my time with these two classy people.

well i felt pretty, which doesnt happen that often so i took a picture :)

we started our day at mc donalds to get some smoothies

hmm they are rather delicious.

we all look insane we decided

we were listening to the song friday

so obviously we were in a lovely mood

at 25 main.

i will own this place one day

awww yeah

kryston wanted my skinny jeans so she tackled me

physically toke them from me

and then i proceeded to chase her around her house

then i talked to her kindly until she returned them

it was awkward

mmmmmpotassium