F you

Screw school
Pk is a bitch
And this last week is pointless
I am done

Zions

I spent my Saturday with my favorite person in the world in the prettiest place.
Hiking in zion with haden
Even though the day had its ups
And downs
It was amazing
Gosh I loved it

dear future husband

um yes. i'm writing a letter to my future husband.

whomever he will be. one day he can read these. and laugh.

ha. anyway. . .continuing on. . . .

  

dear my little hubby:

let's cut to the chase. when we get married. we cannot have white walls. they will be painted. ok? no white. that's boring. and unexciting. and plain. sorry.

oh and i'm going to africa. summer 2012. so you'll have to wait till after to marry me. sorry. but i have to help the poor starving african children first. {not that i'm planning on getting married in 2 years. i plan on waiting longer than that. but just saying}

oh. i hope you are working on your cooking skills. mine are basically non-existent. ok, not true. i can bake cookies and cakes. and pasta. and breakfast. however, i seem to always drop the pies on the floor and over cook the broccoli {seriously, who overcooks broccoli?} for your safety and health, i would recommend knowing how to cook a little. . . .{plus, it's a bonus for me. ha.}

i may not have the best fashion sense. and my outfits may not always match. so i don't really care if your's do. just as long as you do not wear sandals and socks. deal? deal.

if i have a great idea to sew a dress or paint or build something...i have to do it right then...otherwise the inspiration goes away. so if it happens to be in the middle of the night...well...i'm just apologizing now.

if i'm in the middle of reading a book. i do not like talking. especially if it's at like the best part. call me a nerd, but that's just how it is. don't get me wrong, i love to talk. just not during a book. ok honey? i mean homey. ha.

sometimes, well mostly all the time, i laugh. a lot. we should laugh together. ok? ok. oh, and we're going to take lots of pictures.

and at our wedding we're serving cheesecake and italian cream sodas. yummmmm.

lots of love...

my top eight places i want to visit :)

Château de Chillon, Switzerland

Ulun Danu Temple, Bali

Oahu, Hawaii

Maldives

Paris

Oia, Santorini

Cala Dogana, Levanzo, Sicily

Venice

You may not be her first, her last, or her only.
                             She loved before she may love again.
                      But if she loves you now, what else matters?                                She's not perfect, you aren't either,
                and the two of you may never be perfect together
        but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice,                 and admit to being human and making mistakes,
                   hold onto her and give her the most you can.
                           She may not be thinking about you          every second of the day, but she will give you a part of
                       her that she knows you can break her heart.
                  So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze  
                           and don't expect more than she can give.
                             Smile when she maked you happy,
                    let her know when she makes you mad,
                        and miss her when she's not there.                                                                      -Bob Marley. 

delight

this is my dream

i love cupcakes

i will own a store 

one day :)

cupcakes just make everyone so happy

wagon wheel

i realized i have alot of things i want to accomplish

if i could remember them all i would write them

but i cant. i need to start a list of some sort

i have some rather good ideas

i need to pursue them

i also need to plan out some of what I'm doing

with my life because frankly....

well i haven't even thought about a single thing

shoot

oh well i need to figure out what I'm doing

where I'm going to school

where I'm going to live 

but i cant decide

i hate utah but if i live here my parents will

give me a ton of things

hmmmm. dilemmas

i need to see more of my friends

i miss them all

i am such a loner its sad

this  year might be the last time i can see them

that'll be on my list

LIST

1. figure my shit out

2. be social

3. build a large blanket fort

4. 

thats all i got so far

Haden

i'm in love with what we are
not what we are supposed to be
i love you more than anything else in the world
you mean so much to me and i never want to loose you
its bound to happened but until it does
lets make the best of what we have
because i love you
actually i also love everything about you
you are perfect
if we make it through this summer than i will be very happy
i think we will because you always find a way to make things work

california girls

as i was going through my mass amounts of pictures i found these few gems :)
i love all my friends from the past they are so great....though i dont know why i have a picture of michael.....oh well
this is why i love pictures they remind me of things
i am so forgetful

40 day dream

my lack of posting really is due to my lack of pictures :/ 

my camera needs to be fixed...now

well that probably wont happen for a while

so don't expect too much out of me

but i have mostly spend the past few days

traveling, hanging out with haden, and in school

gee i wish my world was more exciting

oh well i have a puppy named bella

a boyfriend named haden, that i love

and a great friend named lex

i'm content

it will get better. any who i found a picture that reminded me of all of those people

i know strange right?

well it reminds me of lex because it is our dream to own a polaroid camera

oh what i would do for one

and it reminds me of haden because i love pictures with him

i think we are rather adorable

and it reminds me of bella because i have alot of pictures of her hanging on a string like this on my fridge :)